wow it's been awhile

I've had alot going on in my life - which should mean I should blog more - but instead I've been keeping it inside me - i really need a blog with a password protect option so that not everyone can read my thoughts.

Yeah - sometimes i miss the days when no one read this thing.




Family thing not any better. Got a message from sis on the same weekend that we were informed that we had 30 days to move from our apt (the apt we thought we'd be in for years), which was also the same weekend i did my first out of town show and almost didn't make enough money to be able to travel back to michigan. It was a helluva weekend lemme tell you. (and sis recently sent me another message - I've not responded to either - I'm still trying to figure out how to word things clearly and without being a total bitch in her eyes - altho I really shouldn't give a damn and just let my fingers go)

Got rejected from a local craft fair for the 3rd year in a row. Seriously brought me down.

Then did a show sponsored by a local cause which was completely not worth the effort. Didn't even make our booth fee. And ended up sore for the next 2 days - prolly due to all the shivering and holding down of the tent in 40mph winds (yes we had weights but they were at their limit apparently). At least it was for a worthwhile cause. And i got swabbed for the bone marrow registry. So who knows - i may save a life someday.

I really needed to do well at both the out of state show and this one because hubby went on payroll at his new job and therefore wasn't getting a check for 2 weeks (he will finally get paid on this coming saturday) - so we've been living super small. We have $40 to live on until he gets his check. Luckily he doesn't have to drive so we save there.

mom had surgery this morning - everything went well. I'll prolly see her tomorrow. Today I was lucky to get out of bed. Slept 14 hours almost straight. Dreams were really good.

wow. I'm a complete downer today. I'm signing off to play some fb games and maybe i'll feel better tomorrow.

xoxox