I feel like such a idiot crying yesterday about internet access. I was just so frustrated. I had been patient the whole week. But when i found out it was going to be another WEEK before I got my dsl again I lost it. I really missed my friends online alot...not to mention the bills we have to pay online that we weren't able to. Everything else is bonus (like neo and gaia and stuff) But i was really really looking forward to being able to be online and chat with my friends as a break from unpacking...you know, feeling like part of the world again. I mean, we dont' even have television in the house yet except for DVDs and tapes cuz they couldn't install the satellite. And since i had no telephone modem in the computer I was lost. But, miracle of miracles, I found a telephone modem in a box yesterday (after I freaked out). I have no idea where it came from or anything, it was just there. And it works in my puter (obviously lol) I didn't have to install drivers or anything. Crazy, huh? And when i told Kevin he told me how when he was finishing up the packing @ the apt. he ran across his diamond earring that he had lost months ago...IN THE FREEZER! He didn't put it there, and I didn't put it there...so how'd it get there? Those darn gremlins we have :p~
Unpacking is going well. I've put it kinda on hold for these past couple days. Not cuz of the internet (altho I'm so glad I have it) but because I just really really needed a break. So many boxes. If i never ever see another one ever again I will be so happy lol Altho I have no idea where we're going to put everything we own. We have alot of crap for a 1 bedroom apt.
NOW...onto some good stuff.... First I wanna thank you gals for being so darn supportive of me in that whole email drama thing. I love you so much! It's nice to know I do have friends. And as upset as I was by the whole mess in the beginning, I'm come to the conclusion tht it really doesn't matter if Larry or anyone else doesn't "approve" of the way we live. It's no one else's business. I'm not saying our lives are perfect...far from it...and yeah we have trials and tribulations and money problems every once in awhile...but kevin and I can weather anything together. We are a great team and we communicate. If our lives need changing and rearranging, then by god we'll discuss how best to meet our goals that we have for our life together. We're in it for the long haul. We love each other. He is the man I am going to spend the rest of my life with. I knew that practically the day I met him. We've been thru hard times (and some of you know what I'm talking about) and we got thru them stronger and closer. I love him and he loves me. If down the road we decide it would be good if i got another job, then i will. Right now, as a team, we have decided that the job I have is enough for us. There's nothing wrong with me having a parttime job and letting my man support us. Lots of women do it all the time. And some men I imagine.
That being said, I received a comment regarding the whole email drama:
Anonymous said...
You all must live in dream worlds. At lease Larry don't go begging for money from everyone and he has a "real" job. He don't sit around expecting everyone else to take care of him.
whoever this "anonymous" is, apparently you don't have balls enough to come out and say who you are in sticking up for Larry and his "real" job. I have an idea who you are and frankly, if you are who I think you are, I find it hilarious that you would choose to pass judgement on me. Who the hell do you think you are? You barely make enough to take care of yourself and your family. Do you have a "real" job? Not in Larry's eyes. That I guarantee. See I've heard the things that he said about you as well. So don't think that what has happened to me won't happen to you someday when he is tired of you. And he'll make it seem to whoever will listen that you were that one at fault as I'm sure he has done about me. I don't give a flying fig what you or anyone you are associated with thinks of me and kevin. We are doing just fine. I have never "begged" for money from anyone. Where are you getting your facts? The lying two faced person that is Larry? whatever you think you know, you don't. you know nothing about my life and what goes on in it. very few people really do. And I like to keep it that way. I am choosing to only surround myself with people that actually care about me, that I can trust. You were NEVER part of that group. Not years ago when I knew you, not recently when you popped back into the circle of people I know. If you have issues with the way I live my life, maybe you should take a good hard look at yourself and where you are. No, you SHOULD take a good hard look at where you are. I'm not the one living in a dreamworld. I have a house. Where are you? And get some balls while you're at it so you can attach a name to your misguided pathetic little comments you make on my blog.
And you don't even want me to go into Larry and his "real" job. If he's doing so good why did he have to give up his house and move into a trailer? Why is his house practically furnished by his ex's gifts to him and not stuff he bought on his own? Why does he have a car he can't drive? Why must he pay his monthly lot rent in cash or money orders since he gave them bad checks? This is all stuff I didn't care about until he decided he was holier than me. And he thinks he's holier than you. And anyone else he knows. And don't even let me get started on you. (again...if you are who I think you are...if you aren't who I think you are, then call me out .... get some balls)
I'm sure I have plenty more to say on this topic, but right now I have to go and get ready for work. Yes. WORK. So once again thanks to all my friends out there in RL and cyberland. I lvoe you all. And to all you naysayers....BITE ME!!!!
