okay. time to take a break from the computer & get some stuff done around ehre. I need to unplug the durn thing & move the tower to the floor. It's been getting a little too hot where it is (kinda next to the heater vent. oops)(which was a good spot during the summer months cuz it's also the A/C vent ;) ) AND i hafta fix up the bedroom. *ugh* I was gonna do my cornbread, but i forgot i don't have jalapenos. So i'll make Kevin's & straighten up a little & then head to work *ugh* I really don't want to go to work.

You know what!?! I'm not GOING to go to work!! I'll get things straightened around here & get what i can done before Kevin gets home so he's not stressed or anything :) yeah. Cuz if i work alot the rest of the week, we'll be golden ;)

*bleh* too early. need more sleep. kevin went into work early today & i had to get up cuz i need the car to go to work & also to do some last minute shopping. *ugh* it's gonna be a looooong day. I have to take a nap ;) . . . THEN i have to go to detroit to pick up tamales from Evie's, go to work for at least 3 hours, get cornbread stuff, get sodas, come home, make cornbread for kevin's stuffing & then MY cornbread, make enchiladas, wash dishes, clean off the desk, straighten up the bedroom, pick kevin up @ 9pm sp he cam come home & finish his foods. i think that's it!! And tomorrow we have to wake up early too.

NAPTIME

i am soooo tired, but i can't sleep. I started having nightmares about . . . I don't even KNOW what. (in the dream) I was sleeping & heather was in the room sleeping on the floor next to our bed & kevin was sleeping on the bed next to me & I saw something shadowy flitting on the wall near our vanity mirror. I forced myself up outta bed & next to Heather on the floor to protect her (i guess) from this thing & it turned into a kinda shadowy tiger thing & i had a plant that was roses in a pot (or something) & I was using that to keep the thing at bay, but it was stronger than the magik in the plant & broke thru & started attacking Heather. Then kevin appeared & threw me a big kitchen knife & I took it and stabbed the tiger thing in the stomach & sliced it's throat. It looked at me sad & it started turning INTO Heather (like a werewolf) But it COULDN'T be Heather cuz it was attacking her seperate from itself & i reached down into it's wound & then looked down at my bloody hand & then i woke up.

And NO, I was not eating anything spicy before i went to sleep. As a matter of fact, I didn't eat anything at ALL right before bedtime. All I had to eat today was some doritos & grilled ham & cheese & bugles & potato salad at my mom's during the football game. so :p~

But, regardless, I'm not so eager to go back to bed at this moment. So i think I'll just play some Neopets & try to calm down.