not really any better

this is moving weekend. got most of our stuff packed - mostly cuz we never really unpacked here since we didn't have alot of storage - got the truck rented for sunday noon to 6 - and we have until thursday to be completely moved out, so whatever we don't move tomorrow we'll work on the rest of the week.

really sad. i loved this place so much. i planned on staying here for many years. now the new apt looks like the place we'll be staying at for awhile.

it's hard to believe that just 6 years ago we were in such a different place than we are now. Back then we didn't know how good we had it really. Now I'm lucky if we have extra money to treat myself to a coffee from the local coffee house.

the sister situation isn't any better. She sent me a message basically telling me my lack of answering her is stress she doesn't need and so i don't need to bother responding at all. I'm not expounding on anything i'm feeling right now other than to say it makes me sad. (which apparently is my word today)

maybe after the move i'll be better.