2/5/04
Well today is a much better day. Kevin's tax refund came in today. We had just enough money in there ANYWAY for our rent check, which cleared today. But the big thing was the refund money. It gives us a little cushion and I don't have to call and borrow any money from anyone to pay the money on Monday or to just LIVE over the weekend. I'm so completely relieved. It was hard knowing that we were living beyond our means. And we don't I mean, We roll our own cigarettes. We spend maybe 5 bucks every 3 days on gas. I've been eating ramen noodles for dinner , so we haven't spent that much there. We aren't going out at all, not even to the dollar show. We haven't even rented any movies. It's this freaking tether that adds $420 a month in expenses. I mean just to live it's 650 plus 100 plus 324 plus 200 plus 50 = 1324 and now with $420 tacked on its 1744 a month just to pay our bills. That doesn't include food or gas or smokes or anything! It's so discouraging sometimes. But like I said, we got the refund, so it puts us back above water. And we should get his other refund in another week or 2 which MIGHT put us slightly ahead. That would be beautiful!!! Now maybe I'll be able to sleep at night.
2/3/04
Joe R. Lansdale, Totally Free Stories
Totally free stories by Joe R. Lansdale
On a Dark October
For Dave Silva
The October night was dark and cool. The rain was thick. The moon was hidden behind dark clouds that occasionally flashed with lightning, and the sky rumbled as if it were a big belly that was hungry and needed filling.
A white Chrysler New Yorker came down the street and pulled up next to the curb. The driver killed the engine and the lights, turned to look at the building that sat on the block, an ugly tin thing with a weak light bulb shielded by a tin-hat shade over a fading sign that read BOB’S GARAGE. For a moment the driver sat unmoving, then he reached over, picked up the newspaper-wrapped package on the seat and put it in his lap. He opened it slowly. Inside was a shiny, oily, black-handled, ball peen hammer.
He lifted the hammer, touched the head of it to his free palm. It left a small smudge of grease there. He closed his hand, opened it, rubbed his fingers together. It felt just like ... but he didn’t want to think of that. It would all happen soon enough.
He put the hammer back in the papers, rewrapped it, wiped his fingers on the outside of the package. He pulled a raincoat from the back seat and put it across his lap. Then, with hands resting idly on the wheel, he sat silently.
A late model blue Ford pulled in front of him, left a space at the garage’s drive, and parked. No one got out. The man in the Chrysler did not move.
Five minutes passed and another car, a late model Chevy, parked directly behind the Chrysler. Shortly thereafter three more cars arrived, all of them were late models. None of them blocked the drive. No one got out.
Another five minutes skulked by before a white van with MERTZ’S MEATS AND BUTCHER SHOP written on the side pulled around the Chrysler, then backed up the drive, almost to the garage door. A man wearing a hooded raincoat and carrying a package got out of the van, walked to the back and opened it.
The blue Ford’s door opened, and a man dressed similarly, carrying a package under his arm, got out and went up the driveway. The two men nodded at one another. The man who had gotten out of the Ford unlocked the garage and slid the door back.
Car doors opened. Men dressed in raincoats, carrying packages, got out and walked to the back of the van. A couple of them had flashlights and they flashed them in the back of the vehicle, gave the others a good view of what was there–a burlap wrapped, rope-bound bundle that wiggled and groaned.
The man who had been driving the van said, "Get it out."
Two of the men handed their packages to their comrades and climbed inside, picked up the squirming bundle, carried it into the garage. The others followed. The man from the Ford closed the door.
Except for the beams of the two flashlights, they stood close together in the darkness, like strands of flesh that had suddenly been pulled into a knot. The two with the bundle broke away from the others, and with their comrades directing their path with the beams of their flashlights, they carried the bundle to the grease rack and placed it between two wheel ramps. When that was finished, the two who had carried the bundle returned to join the others, to reform that tight knot of flesh.
Outside the rain was pounding the roof like tossed lug bolts. Lightning danced through the half-dozen small, barred windows. Wind shook the tin garage with a sound like a rattlesnake tail quivering for the strike, then passed on.
No one spoke for awhile. They just looked at the bundle. The bundle thrashed about and the moaning from it was louder than ever.
"All right," the man from the van said.
They removed their clothes, hung them on pegs on the wall, pulled their raincoats on.
The man who had been driving the blue Ford–after looking carefully into the darkness–went to the grease rack. There was a paper bag on one of the ramps. Earlier in the day he had placed it there himself. He opened it and took out a handful of candles and a book of matches. Using a match to guide him, he placed the candles down the length of the ramps, lighting them as he went. When he was finished, the garage glowed with a soft amber light. Except for the rear of the building. It was dark there.
The man with the candles stopped suddenly, a match flame wavering between his fingertips. The hackles on the back of his neck stood up. He could hear movement from the dark part of the garage. He shook the match out quickly and joined the others. Together, the group unwrapped their packages and gripped the contents firmly in their hands– hammers, brake-over handles, crowbars, heavy wrenches. Then all of them stood looking toward the back of the garage, where something heavy and sluggish moved.
The sound of the garage clock–a huge thing with DRINK COCA-COLA emblazoned on its face–was like the ticking of a time bomb. It was one minute to midnight.
Beneath the clock, visible from time to time when the glow of the candles was whipped that way by the draft, was a calendar. It read OCTOBER and had a picture of a smiling boy wearing overalls, standing amidst a field of pumpkins. The 31st was circled in red.
Eyes drifted to the bundle between the ramps now. It had stopped squirming. The sound it was making was not quite a moan. The man from the van nodded at one of the men, the one who had driven the Chrysler. The Chrysler man went to the bundle and worked the ropes loose, folded back the burlap. A frightened black youth, bound by leather straps and gagged with a sock and a bandana, looked up at him wide-eyed. The man from the Chrysler avoided looking back. The youth started squirming, grunting, and thrashing. Blood beaded around his wrists where the leather was tied, boiled out from around the loop fastened to his neck; when he kicked, it boiled faster because the strand had been drawn around his neck, behind his back and tied off at his ankles.
There came a sound from the rear of the garage again, louder than before. It was followed by a sudden sigh that might have been the wind working its way between the rafters.
The van driver stepped forward, spoke loudly to the back of the garage. "We got something for you, hear me? Just like always we’re doing our part. You do yours. I guess that’s all I got to say. Things will be the same come next October. In your name, I reckon."
For a moment–just a moment–there was a glimmer of a shape when the candles caught a draft and wafted their bright heads in that direction. The man from the van stepped back quickly. "In your name," he repeated. He turned to the men. "Like always, now. Don’t get the head until the very end. Make it last."
The faces of the men took on an expression of grimness, as if they were all playing a part in a theatric production and had been told to look that way. They hoisted their tools and moved toward the youth.
What they did took a long time.
When they finished, the thing that had been the young black man looked like a gigantic hunk of raw liver that had been chewed up and spat out. The raincoats of the men were covered in a spray of blood and brains. They were panting.
"Okay," said the man from the van.
They took off their raincoats, tossed them in a metal bin near the grease rack, wiped the blood from their hands, faces, ankles and feet with shop rags, tossed those in the bin and put on their clothes.
The van driver yelled to the back of the garage. "All yours. Keep the years good, huh?"
They went out of there and the man from the Ford locked the garage door. Tomorrow he would come to work as always. There would be no corpse to worry about, and a quick dose of gasoline and a match would take care of the contents in the bin. Rain ran down his back and made him shiver.
Each of the men went out to their cars without speaking. Tonight they would all go home to their young, attractive wives and tomorrow they would all go to their prosperous businesses and they would not think of this night again. Until next October.
They drove away. Lightning flashed. The wind howled. The rain beat the garage like a cat-o’-nine-tails. And inside there were loud sucking sounds punctuated by grunts of joy.
Okay, that's enough of you. We'll have no loitering around here. I don’t want to see your face ... until next Thursday, February 05, when we’ll present another totally free story by champion Mojo storyteller Joe R. Lansdale!
"On a Dark October" was originally published in The Horror Show. It later appeared in Bestsellers Guaranteed, a collection of Lansdale’s short stories published by Ace Books. "On a Dark October" © 1984 Joe R. Lansdale.
On a Dark October
For Dave Silva
The October night was dark and cool. The rain was thick. The moon was hidden behind dark clouds that occasionally flashed with lightning, and the sky rumbled as if it were a big belly that was hungry and needed filling.
A white Chrysler New Yorker came down the street and pulled up next to the curb. The driver killed the engine and the lights, turned to look at the building that sat on the block, an ugly tin thing with a weak light bulb shielded by a tin-hat shade over a fading sign that read BOB’S GARAGE. For a moment the driver sat unmoving, then he reached over, picked up the newspaper-wrapped package on the seat and put it in his lap. He opened it slowly. Inside was a shiny, oily, black-handled, ball peen hammer.
He lifted the hammer, touched the head of it to his free palm. It left a small smudge of grease there. He closed his hand, opened it, rubbed his fingers together. It felt just like ... but he didn’t want to think of that. It would all happen soon enough.
He put the hammer back in the papers, rewrapped it, wiped his fingers on the outside of the package. He pulled a raincoat from the back seat and put it across his lap. Then, with hands resting idly on the wheel, he sat silently.
A late model blue Ford pulled in front of him, left a space at the garage’s drive, and parked. No one got out. The man in the Chrysler did not move.
Five minutes passed and another car, a late model Chevy, parked directly behind the Chrysler. Shortly thereafter three more cars arrived, all of them were late models. None of them blocked the drive. No one got out.
Another five minutes skulked by before a white van with MERTZ’S MEATS AND BUTCHER SHOP written on the side pulled around the Chrysler, then backed up the drive, almost to the garage door. A man wearing a hooded raincoat and carrying a package got out of the van, walked to the back and opened it.
The blue Ford’s door opened, and a man dressed similarly, carrying a package under his arm, got out and went up the driveway. The two men nodded at one another. The man who had gotten out of the Ford unlocked the garage and slid the door back.
Car doors opened. Men dressed in raincoats, carrying packages, got out and walked to the back of the van. A couple of them had flashlights and they flashed them in the back of the vehicle, gave the others a good view of what was there–a burlap wrapped, rope-bound bundle that wiggled and groaned.
The man who had been driving the van said, "Get it out."
Two of the men handed their packages to their comrades and climbed inside, picked up the squirming bundle, carried it into the garage. The others followed. The man from the Ford closed the door.
Except for the beams of the two flashlights, they stood close together in the darkness, like strands of flesh that had suddenly been pulled into a knot. The two with the bundle broke away from the others, and with their comrades directing their path with the beams of their flashlights, they carried the bundle to the grease rack and placed it between two wheel ramps. When that was finished, the two who had carried the bundle returned to join the others, to reform that tight knot of flesh.
Outside the rain was pounding the roof like tossed lug bolts. Lightning danced through the half-dozen small, barred windows. Wind shook the tin garage with a sound like a rattlesnake tail quivering for the strike, then passed on.
No one spoke for awhile. They just looked at the bundle. The bundle thrashed about and the moaning from it was louder than ever.
"All right," the man from the van said.
They removed their clothes, hung them on pegs on the wall, pulled their raincoats on.
The man who had been driving the blue Ford–after looking carefully into the darkness–went to the grease rack. There was a paper bag on one of the ramps. Earlier in the day he had placed it there himself. He opened it and took out a handful of candles and a book of matches. Using a match to guide him, he placed the candles down the length of the ramps, lighting them as he went. When he was finished, the garage glowed with a soft amber light. Except for the rear of the building. It was dark there.
The man with the candles stopped suddenly, a match flame wavering between his fingertips. The hackles on the back of his neck stood up. He could hear movement from the dark part of the garage. He shook the match out quickly and joined the others. Together, the group unwrapped their packages and gripped the contents firmly in their hands– hammers, brake-over handles, crowbars, heavy wrenches. Then all of them stood looking toward the back of the garage, where something heavy and sluggish moved.
The sound of the garage clock–a huge thing with DRINK COCA-COLA emblazoned on its face–was like the ticking of a time bomb. It was one minute to midnight.
Beneath the clock, visible from time to time when the glow of the candles was whipped that way by the draft, was a calendar. It read OCTOBER and had a picture of a smiling boy wearing overalls, standing amidst a field of pumpkins. The 31st was circled in red.
Eyes drifted to the bundle between the ramps now. It had stopped squirming. The sound it was making was not quite a moan. The man from the van nodded at one of the men, the one who had driven the Chrysler. The Chrysler man went to the bundle and worked the ropes loose, folded back the burlap. A frightened black youth, bound by leather straps and gagged with a sock and a bandana, looked up at him wide-eyed. The man from the Chrysler avoided looking back. The youth started squirming, grunting, and thrashing. Blood beaded around his wrists where the leather was tied, boiled out from around the loop fastened to his neck; when he kicked, it boiled faster because the strand had been drawn around his neck, behind his back and tied off at his ankles.
There came a sound from the rear of the garage again, louder than before. It was followed by a sudden sigh that might have been the wind working its way between the rafters.
The van driver stepped forward, spoke loudly to the back of the garage. "We got something for you, hear me? Just like always we’re doing our part. You do yours. I guess that’s all I got to say. Things will be the same come next October. In your name, I reckon."
For a moment–just a moment–there was a glimmer of a shape when the candles caught a draft and wafted their bright heads in that direction. The man from the van stepped back quickly. "In your name," he repeated. He turned to the men. "Like always, now. Don’t get the head until the very end. Make it last."
The faces of the men took on an expression of grimness, as if they were all playing a part in a theatric production and had been told to look that way. They hoisted their tools and moved toward the youth.
What they did took a long time.
When they finished, the thing that had been the young black man looked like a gigantic hunk of raw liver that had been chewed up and spat out. The raincoats of the men were covered in a spray of blood and brains. They were panting.
"Okay," said the man from the van.
They took off their raincoats, tossed them in a metal bin near the grease rack, wiped the blood from their hands, faces, ankles and feet with shop rags, tossed those in the bin and put on their clothes.
The van driver yelled to the back of the garage. "All yours. Keep the years good, huh?"
They went out of there and the man from the Ford locked the garage door. Tomorrow he would come to work as always. There would be no corpse to worry about, and a quick dose of gasoline and a match would take care of the contents in the bin. Rain ran down his back and made him shiver.
Each of the men went out to their cars without speaking. Tonight they would all go home to their young, attractive wives and tomorrow they would all go to their prosperous businesses and they would not think of this night again. Until next October.
They drove away. Lightning flashed. The wind howled. The rain beat the garage like a cat-o’-nine-tails. And inside there were loud sucking sounds punctuated by grunts of joy.
Okay, that's enough of you. We'll have no loitering around here. I don’t want to see your face ... until next Thursday, February 05, when we’ll present another totally free story by champion Mojo storyteller Joe R. Lansdale!
"On a Dark October" was originally published in The Horror Show. It later appeared in Bestsellers Guaranteed, a collection of Lansdale’s short stories published by Ace Books. "On a Dark October" © 1984 Joe R. Lansdale.
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