2/4/05
I called Robbie and Jim yesterday (Wednesday) and told them I couldn't work Jim called me this morning asking me what I said when i called him (left a message on him phone and he says he couldn't understand it) I told him (again) and he didn't seem too pleased, but what can i do. Altho I have to say I'm a little upset that Larry's having a "party" at his house cuz it was gonna be just the 4 of us in a nice quiet evening. Oh well. It'll be fun I'm sure. Everyone's gonna be there. Jerry, Anna, Annette, etc... We're gonna try and bring food from Kevin's place if we can. We should get there to Larry's around 10. I was hoping for earlier, but it's just not gonna happen. Kevin's got a party of 8 coming in at 8:30 he said. Which means we'll be there until at least 9 or so. *sigh* He never keeps with our plans. And he always blames me.
Well, today Kevin switched our insurance over to State Farm and added renter's insurance along with it. It's only gonna cost us about $20 bucks more a month and it's full coverage vs. no fault (which we had until today) Plus we can switch the renter's over to house insurance when we get a house ... which is the 2nd good news for today! He spoke with the mortgage woman we've been chatting with (helping Kevin get his credit clear so we can get a better deal) and she said if we can get $600 cleared off his credit report we can get up to $130K loaned to us! (That's with 5% down) The house I've been looking at in Wyandotte is $94K...the one I really wanted to look at ( but according to the website has a sale pending) is $125K. Of course, depending on how tomorrow goes, we may be looking outside of Wyandotte anyway. Probably someplace closer to Ferndale or Clawson or something.
And the 3rd good news is that I was able to get us more $$ on Kevin's income tax return! We got some paperwork today regarding payment of his student loan and were able to take a deduction and as a result got about $500 more than we were supposed to originally~ YAY!!!
Okay I'm off to play Neo for a minute then to sleep! *hugs*
Well, today Kevin switched our insurance over to State Farm and added renter's insurance along with it. It's only gonna cost us about $20 bucks more a month and it's full coverage vs. no fault (which we had until today) Plus we can switch the renter's over to house insurance when we get a house ... which is the 2nd good news for today! He spoke with the mortgage woman we've been chatting with (helping Kevin get his credit clear so we can get a better deal) and she said if we can get $600 cleared off his credit report we can get up to $130K loaned to us! (That's with 5% down) The house I've been looking at in Wyandotte is $94K...the one I really wanted to look at ( but according to the website has a sale pending) is $125K. Of course, depending on how tomorrow goes, we may be looking outside of Wyandotte anyway. Probably someplace closer to Ferndale or Clawson or something.
And the 3rd good news is that I was able to get us more $$ on Kevin's income tax return! We got some paperwork today regarding payment of his student loan and were able to take a deduction and as a result got about $500 more than we were supposed to originally~ YAY!!!
Okay I'm off to play Neo for a minute then to sleep! *hugs*
2/2/05
Well things are better. We had a talk after about an hour of silence. I had a bad day and he's all stressed out from work so the combo really sucked. It was a good talk tho. He got to hear my issues and I got to hear why he was being an ass. Basically he feels he has failed us with this job at the Mint Cafe. I don't think he's failed. I think they failed him. It's a shame really cuz he's such a strong worker with such a great ethic. They are gonna miss him when he leaves. I only hope this other job he has potentially works out. It would be less hours and less work and more support around him. We'd have more than one day a week to get to be together (altho i'm almost ashamed to say I'm glad football season is over cuz we'll actually be able to go do things together on Sunday instead of staying in the house watching TV all day)
I should go to sleep but kevin's snoring as usual and I can't shut my brain off. I need to call Robbie today and tell him I can't work Saturday. I hate to but i have to. I'll call him and tell him I'll call Jim about it. I just don't want to work it. I need a small break. I think we may go up Friday anyway but I'm gonna give Robbie tho option of still working Friday. That way I'd just be up there to hang out:D
I should go to sleep but kevin's snoring as usual and I can't shut my brain off. I need to call Robbie today and tell him I can't work Saturday. I hate to but i have to. I'll call him and tell him I'll call Jim about it. I just don't want to work it. I need a small break. I think we may go up Friday anyway but I'm gonna give Robbie tho option of still working Friday. That way I'd just be up there to hang out:D
2/1/05
My day is not going any better. Kevin just got home. I called him to apologize to no avail. He never called me back and now he's holed up in our room. Fuck him then. He has no idea what is going on with me at all. None. He leaves here in the morning before I wake up and is home an hour before he goes to sleep. I'm here all day by myself with no company but a tv a computer and a cat. All day everyday that's all i have. I don't even have interesting stories to tell about me anymore cuz i don't do anything. It's to fucking cold outside to do anything, but even if i could go for a walk i can't cuz I don't have any money to buy walking shoes. The only decent winter coat i have came from 7 years ago that i bought for myself. And I'm getting fatter by the day. And to top it all off I haven't had sex with my fiance in over 6 months. I don't even know if i want to get married right now. I really really don't.
I don't know what's wrong but I am so stressed out today. I know what set me off. Robbie called and wanted to switch days again cuz his wife is going out of town for the weekend and he doesn't have a babysitter. I said yes, but now i look at things and it totally fucks everything up for this weekend. I have Kevin's open house on Saturday and I was gonna go to Larry's Saturday night and my mom's friend was gonna come into town friday and come to karaoke. I'll just tell him she told me someone is coming in from out of state which i forgot about and we have family plans for Saturday which i forgot about. Yeah that should work. I'll call him after I lay down tho I'm so stressed and depressed I'm crying. *huggles*
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