i'm so upset i can't even stand it. Bush won the re-election. Kerry just delievered his consession speech (however you spell it) It was okay, but he basically said we can't get Ohio and we needed it to win but we won't stop fighting for you. I cried. I can't believe our country is so stupid.

Just got this link from a friend

OMFG

talking about raising the national debt.

I'm so upset. I just wanna crawl into bed and cry. Our country cannot handle another 4 years of Bush. No jobs, no healthcare, no social security for the future, more taxes, more war, and more stupid media opportunities.

I have my own theory on this whole thing. I think Osama popping up last week spurred people on ... it reminded people of Sept. 11th rather than remind people of the job half done. Also the gay marriage bans listed on 10 states' ballots brought out the religious conservatives in droves. And finally the game on Sunday. They made such a big deal about it meaning the incumbent wouldn't win, i think it motivated his followers.

I have to go take a shower and make myself feel better otherwise I'm just gonna lay around all day.

last one...not sure if you'll be able to see how pretty this really is. It's little flowers in fire opal or something similar. GORGEOUS! 

THIS is also really like. It's interesting and has movement. I'd have to see it on tho 

this is more traditional. I like it cuz it's sparkly and red. 

I fell in love with this necklace, but after looking at it, it's not exactly gonna work. Which is a shame cuz i love it very much 

earrings to match the above necklace 

again...a little too dark. If i can get something like this lightened up maybe somehow 

i LOVE this!!!! it might be too dark tho 

here's the simple velvet choker...it's an option 

I love this one too!!!!! I think it would be almost perfect! 

close up of the rose in the above picture 

oooooooh pretty! 

this is a potential idea...simple ...i woudn't do it in leather tho and my neck would look better. 

I LOVE THIS NECKLACE!!!!! I don't know how well it would go with my dress tho. 

another necklace...i kinda like this 

pretty earrings to match the necklace above 

pictures of potential necklaces with my wedding dress 

Time to get ready to go vote. I tried getting to sleep again and it didn't work. So i played a few Neo games and read thru my blog a little bit. ran across a comment from ghostie! I didn't realize anyone actually read my blog but Cindy lol. And I've missed her comments lately. I can't wait until she gets internet again.

I have so much to do with the wedding i'm feeling overwhelmed right now. I need to get organized and sit down and plan. Thank goodness I asked for help from a couple people. I was just surfing theknot.com and it is just so much to do. And I went to sleep early and woke up about a 1/2 hour ago cuz the cat was meowing like crazy and now i can't go back to sleep. Have to be up in 4 1/2 hours to go vote, so i guess I just wait it out, take a shower around 6 to wake myself up, and maybe make breakfast. Thank goodness we have eggs.