A rough couple of days

I don't quite have the words right now for what has been going on for the last couple days.

My mother was an absolute dream for me and she let me bottow her car yesterday and today so that I could spend time with Jayson.

The viewing was yesterday from 1pm-9pm. I was able to get there around 2:30pm and stayed until around 7:30pm at which time I left to get mom and then go play darts (hopped up on about 50 cups of coffee)

Funeral today at 11am. Got there just in time. Emotional Rollercoaster.

Rode with the family to the cemetary. Went to Old Country Buffet afterwards and had a great time.

So sad it was under the circumstances, but so happy that I was able to spend time with Jay, Ruben and their mom.

Will expound more tomorrow hopefully. Right now I just want to veg and have a frosty adult beverage and thank the gods and goddesses I still have my mom, my dad and my husband (along with all my friends of course)

xoxox