Well things seem to be okay now. Kevin called and apologized twice on the answering machine and we finally spoke a couple hours ago. He said he shouldn't have said those things and he didn't mean any of them and in the end he was only 15 minutes late. So he made my whole day horrible for 15 minutes.

He said he didn't mean anything he said and he was mad at himself and took it out on me and he shouldn't have held me responsible for making sure he woke up. whatever.

So I'm not upset at him anymore and I'm not so hurt. I told him how i feel when we talked and i asked him if he really felt that way about me. He said no, that he was just lashing out. So he's allowed to come home tonight.

I totally didn't do anything today, I was gonna clean my desk and do some stuff with Heather today... totally didn't do anything. I went back to sleep around noon and woke up around 3:30pm... been playing a little neopets... need to catch up wtih everything before we leave on Sunday...possibly leaving Saturday night....

So i have to go play now. I'm so much better *huggles* to everyone and thanks for being concerned.