So yeah, I've been blogging a bit more...maybe I have more to say, i don't know. Anyway. I had a dream last night that I was in love with Jason (the karaoke guy...i can't remember his last name) It was crazy. I was all into him... he looked like he did before he left to go up morth (which was about 4 years ago maybe). I don't remember all the details now, but I know that I was just crazy about him. Isn't that weird. I mean I'm not now. I was before. Man when i first met him i was absolutely insame about him. We would talk when he got home from doing karoke all the time. I dont' think i ever even kissed him tho. funny. Double funny that he told Joel what he did about me considering we never did anything together. huh. you never know people I guess.

Also had terry in the dream. Old old boyfriend. Smoked camel non-filters. Really cute, but older (like in his 40s & i was around 25) loved Nascar. He's the reason I like nascar actually. I used to have to watch it on Sundays with him when i would go over to his place. Last time I talked to him was when Chrissy died. And I don't like to think about that cuz that just makes me really sad. I miss her so much. Even now when I go into Charlie's I expect to see her there. I hacve a hard time singing "I will survive" cuz it was her favorite song for me to sing. I'm getting misty eyed right now. She was a good person. Had a huge heart. I loved her so.

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Speaking of people I used to know.... I didn't blog about this before cuz i was so freaked out about it i didn't know WHAT to do. About a month or so ago I got a comment from a person I used to know... Beth ... yea i was totally not thrilled to have her comment on my blog. Especially in such a negative way.

CRAP! I had so much to say and Kevin just walked in the door. Time for me to go to work. *hugs*

P.S. I got an email from TOM SAVINI today *does happy dance* Don't know who he is? Check out his website at savini.com