Kevin's sound asleep, bless his soul. I tried. I slept for maybe an hour . . . could have been an hour and a half . . . and woke up to being too hot and my brain going a mile a minute. PMS i think. i should be doing something constructive with my time since i can't sleep, but instead, here i am.
Kevin finally wrote again the other night. He hasn't shown me any of the pieces yet, but he seems very excited. He wants to polish them up before i get to see them. I haven't seen anything of his since last year when he wrote me my Valentine's Day gift (see the poem on my website in progress A Poem) (yes Cindy, I still have to put your picture up there :p~) So i'm excited for him. He hasn't written much since we've been together. He says it's because he doesn't know how to write about when he's happy. His best writing (he says) comes from when he's miserable and drunk and chain smoking. HOPEFULLY, he'll never be in that place again, so he had better learn to write in this state of mind :p~
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I was doing some thinking about our wedding. We've been engaged almost 2 1/2 years now. June 20th, 2003 will be the 3 year anniversary of when we met. We've been living together since then. It's probably time we get married and make it legal. His family likes me and my family likes him. And most importantly, we love each other.
We were thinking about going to Vegas and having a "Star Trek" wedding (altho Kevin still tries to push for Elvis) . . . but i was thinking. His Mom and Dad are both pretty ill. His mom can't even hardly leave their apartment because she's in a wheelchair and it's hard for her to get around. And his dad is in the first stages of Alzheimer's and only gonna get worse. I know they'd like to see their eldest son get married . . . this time to the right woman (not to toot my own horn . . . but Kevin was married before for 9 years and she was a BITCH!!!)(no never met her personally, but i've heard stories. if i ever DID meet her . . . LORD HAVE MERCY!) ,b.ANYWAY . . . I was thinking and i think i have decided that i want to get married in the little "chapel" we have here in Wyandotte. It's totally cheesy. It's a renovated steak house. The people that own it ALSO own the hall across the street from it and they give "deals" (according to their sign outside). And it's 5 minutes away from us. Which makes it close for his whole family and close for my family. And any family that decided to come in for the occassion (from out of town) would have places to stay without having to pay for hotel rooms and such. it's one level, so there would be no problems for Kevin's mom to attend and get in and out. And we could always renew our vows on our anniversary or something. Go out to Vegas for our honeymoon. I just think it would be kind of selfish for me to insist on going out of town to get married. The most important part is that we're together with our family and friends. We want the actual wedding to be small anyway. PLUS . . . as my mom so conveniently pointed out . . . all the money being saved on travel can then be spent on us :p~
YAY! Neopets is back up!!! Now i can play and have no life again!!! I need to get some sleep. but don't count on it. I have to be up by 7am anyway to take Kevin and my mom to work. So it might be better just to stay up and take a shower around 6:30am so i can wake up ;)
See ya on the flip side!!
