I tried. I just laid there for almost an hour holding onto my hubby and sobbing softly so I didn't wake him.
I want so much to just make everything okay. I want him to be happy. I want his mom to still be alive.
I didn't like his mom much. We didn't get along at all. But she made my husband. And he is my world. I would be incomplete without him.
I'm feeling like a hypocrite cuz I'm crying so much. But I'm not crying cuz I miss her. I'm crying cuz my hubby misses her. And he's lost without her.
I really need to try and get some sleep. I'm sorry I'm so incoherent.
