I'm so weepy 2day

OMG...it started when i woke up to a knock @ the front door. It was a delivery. From New Mexico. THANK YOU fawN!!! I had 2 cups of chai immediately! And I cried a little bit cuz you are such a thoughtful friend. I don't deserve you!

It continued with listening to a cassette tape of me singing. It was a copy of the tape i gave my Mama (grandma) the xmas before she passed away. Xmas songs on one side...standards on the other. It was okay...a couple of songs I was sucky I admit...but it got to the end of the xmas songs and I had recorded me saying "Merry Christmas Mama....I Love You" I heard that and I started bawling uncontrollably. Just out of nowhere and I couldn't stop myself. I cried for about an hour.

And just now I was watching the beginning of the Rose Bowl and saw LeeAnn Rimes singing the Star Spangled Banner and it brought tears to my eyes. Not that she was all that (altho she was pretty damn amazing) i don't know...it just hit me right in the heart.

SO now it's time to go watch the football game (i don't know who I'm rooting for....my family's from TX but my t'hy'la went to USC) and crochet a little. *hugs*