wow I'm Selfish

i'm just about the most selfish woman in the world. Here kevin calls me up and i start crying. I don't know why but then he keeps asking me and i break. I say cuz he doesn't help around the house. OMG! wtf am i thinking?!! I mean he works 10-12 hours a day 6 days a week. The least I can do is take care of the house. Then he says "oh it'll be better in 2 weeks when we get a house" and I start freaking out more.

I know it's just stress. Kevin called today and we found out we're closing Monday so we have to get insurance paid for by tomorrow. OH! And we have to come up with $400 monday for closign costs, which we weren't supposed to have to pay. We financed for 8K more than our price for the house in order to not have to pay closing costs. OMG i could scream! And it makes it no better than I'm working Sunday only for $35. And my computer isn't letting me dl songs for CDs for Sunday. I'm just having a bad day. I wanna go back to bed.