So i just got off the phone with my mom. I asked her 2 weeks ago to go to a bridal show with me this Sunday. I gave her the choice of 2 dates...the 13th and the 20th. She chose the 13th. Now she's telling me she might not because it's Angie's birthday. How messed up is that? I told her it was okay that i would just take Kevin with me. But it really hurt me. I can't believe she would blow off her oldest daughter's wedding plans for her niece's birthday dinner. It's not even a party, it's them going out to dinner on Sunday.

I can't talk anymore. I'm going to take a nap. I've been up since 5am. Doing laundry since 9am. If i think about this all it's gonna do is make me cry.