Well today is a much better day. Kevin's tax refund came in today. We had just enough money in there ANYWAY for our rent check, which cleared today. But the big thing was the refund money. It gives us a little cushion and I don't have to call and borrow any money from anyone to pay the money on Monday or to just LIVE over the weekend. I'm so completely relieved. It was hard knowing that we were living beyond our means. And we don't I mean, We roll our own cigarettes. We spend maybe 5 bucks every 3 days on gas. I've been eating ramen noodles for dinner , so we haven't spent that much there. We aren't going out at all, not even to the dollar show. We haven't even rented any movies. It's this freaking tether that adds $420 a month in expenses. I mean just to live it's 650 plus 100 plus 324 plus 200 plus 50 = 1324 and now with $420 tacked on its 1744 a month just to pay our bills. That doesn't include food or gas or smokes or anything! It's so discouraging sometimes. But like I said, we got the refund, so it puts us back above water. And we should get his other refund in another week or 2 which MIGHT put us slightly ahead. That would be beautiful!!! Now maybe I'll be able to sleep at night.