Seriously! I thought enough time had passed. I thought I would give it a go to just talk with this guy. he used to be in the PurkleCouch Guild as "satrians_neggs" and I thought "just let the past stay there. Move on. Be a better person. Not better than him. better than you personally have been. Show that you can talk and socialize on another level. " I don't know what I was thinking. So anyway, here it is:


Session Start (AIM - magikjaz:TheGrimToothache): Tue Mar 16 03:56:41 2004
[03:56] magikjaz: how goes the battling? ;-)
[03:57] TheGrimToothache: 200 points
[03:57] TheGrimToothache: I logged off Neo just recently
[03:57] TheGrimToothache: whats up
[03:57] TheGrimToothache: Just got annoyed with it :D and I pissed off a monitor
[03:57] magikjaz: nothing. gettng ready to head to sleep. thought I'd say hello
[03:57] TheGrimToothache: Hi hun
[03:57] TheGrimToothache: :-*
[03:58] TheGrimToothache: I am sorry as a team we couldnt work out.
[03:58] magikjaz: well that's in the past. no big.
[03:58] magikjaz: i am too if that means anything
[03:58] TheGrimToothache: True.
[03:59] TheGrimToothache: It is understandable.
[03:59] TheGrimToothache: I was told people still asked for my help after I left
[03:59] TheGrimToothache: I was going to do a told you so
[03:59] TheGrimToothache: but I thought better of it
[03:59] TheGrimToothache: I am glad some people have been able to help out.
[03:59] magikjaz: it wasn't that a battle faerie wasnt wanted
[04:00] magikjaz: it was the way you presented yourself
[04:00] TheGrimToothache: I spent 220k on 2 nerkmids and dubloons on krawk island food
[04:00] TheGrimToothache: Jaz
[04:00] TheGrimToothache: I am ghoundai
[04:00] magikjaz: come on
[04:00] TheGrimToothache: I am not used to
[04:00] TheGrimToothache: not getting the instant respect and go ahead
[04:00] magikjaz: i'm not gonna get into this. it's not worth it
[04:00] TheGrimToothache: I am not fighting
[04:00] TheGrimToothache: in fact I am pointing out why I didnt work
[04:00] magikjaz: in my eyes no one deserves instant respect
[04:00] magikjaz: you earn it
[04:01] TheGrimToothache: I did earn it.
[04:01] magikjaz: i earn it (or try to)
[04:01] TheGrimToothache: My downfall was I had no proof.
[04:01] magikjaz: not when you tell me you're doing whatever youwant damn the guild. that's just the way it was
[04:01] TheGrimToothache: New Topic
[04:01] magikjaz: good
[04:01] TheGrimToothache: :) Besides I closed Neopets.
[04:02] TheGrimToothache: Jaz, just for the record
[04:02] TheGrimToothache: My guild was larger than Billys
[04:02] TheGrimToothache: and had him as a common member and poster
[04:02] magikjaz: and just for the record. name dropping doesn't mean a thing to me.
[04:02] TheGrimToothache: I am not used to being second.
[04:02] TheGrimToothache: Billy owns you.
[04:02] TheGrimToothache: If it wasnt for him or Gracey
[04:02] TheGrimToothache: you wouldnt have a home
[04:02] magikjaz: oh come on now
[04:02] TheGrimToothache: show respect for those
[04:02] magikjaz: seriously you want to fight
[04:03] magikjaz: i came in peace
[04:03] TheGrimToothache: My pet would annihilate you.
[04:03] TheGrimToothache: I know you did.
[04:03] *** TheGrimToothache signed off at Tue Mar 16 04:03:10 2004.
Session Close (TheGrimToothache): Tue Mar 16 04:03:11 2004

*sigh* Apparently it's just not going to work. I have blocked him on AIM and I'm probably gonna have to block him on Neopets at some point. It's a shame. It would have been nice to have someone else to talk to about Neopets. Especially nights like tonight when i can't sleep cuz of that stupid movie "fear of the Dark" and I'm just aimlessly wandering around Neopia.

So I know this belongs on my Neopets Blog but I wanted it here. No one knows my other blog. I want to make the statement that I did try. I want to show what was said. I re-reead it and I can't believe it. WTF kind of comment "billy owns me...if it weren't for him and Gracie I wouldn't have a home" WTF. yes, i admit part of that is true. But I played Neopets for 2 whole years without a guild. Didn't bother me. As a matter of fact, I didn't want to join a guild because of politics. But I like the Couch. I like the help I got and now can give to people that play. That comment bothers me. Is that how I appear?

And all the namedropping. I don't give a rats ass if you had the biggest shop in Neopia or the strongest pet. I don't care. That's not my goal. My goal is to have fun and play a game. Earn nps to buy things i like. talk to people who have a similar mindset and make online friends.

Okay. So i'm totally pathetic. I mean, here i am stressing out about an online person about an online game. I should be out doing something. Or at the very least away from this computer screen. Goodbye. Sweet Dreams