I can't sleep. Things keep running thru my head. I hate when this happens. I'd do something constructive but my xmas cards are all done and waiting to be mailed tomorrow and i can't do dishes cuz the running water keeps Sophie next door awake and I can't do laundry cuz Kevin's sleeping in the bedroom where all the dirty clothes are and we have no light for me to be able to see in there to gather them up anyway. So i guess I play Neopets for awhile.

I've been trying to work on my story, but nothing's been coming to me. I think once the stress of the holidays passed I should be good to go. Of course, once that passes then I got court on the 18th for sentencing. And I still haven't started out patient counselling and I missed my last probation date and haven't gotten anything in the mail about rescheduling. I'm so scared I'm going to be put in jail.