I spend way too much time in front of the computer. This is true. But i have friends here inside this liitle screen. Friends that live thousands of miles away ... or practically right next door. Friends that i can talk to when the world gets me down. Friends who care if i just found a codestone ... friends who wouldn't know what a codestone was if it bit them in the ass ... friends who are more friends to me sometimes than the ones i see in my day-to-day RL. I love all my friends and i hope they all love me.

I know i spend far too much time in front of this computer. but it makes me happy. i learn new things all the time. My time here isn't wasted. And it's hella more constructive than sitting in front of the TV all day watching infomercials. I'm almost always here in front of the computer. talking to the people i know in cyberland and playing with my pets in neopia and laughing at the funny emails i get (most of them from my mom who should be working at her desk).

I LOVE my computer. not as much as i love my life and i love Kevin ... but it's right up there, ya know? it keeps me in touch. it helps me to cope sometimes. when i don't have anyone that i feel i can talk to, i can always come here. I can be me or i can be anonymous. I can say all the stuff i want to say without someone worrying or making judgements about me. and if they do ... SO WHAT!?! I'm just another faceless screenname a billion lightyears away. I can't see the scorn of their face and they can't see the ridicule on mine. It's a perfect set-up.