Got some sad news. Tom Chadwick passed away yesterday evening from a heart attack. Apparently he was playing basketball and started to get really pale. They told him to sit down and rest and when he did he passed out and died. *sniffle* We went to highschool together. We weren't friends or anything. We had in house suspension "together".

He was Mark Chadwick's brother. Mark is Renee's bf and the father of Renee's 2 kidlets Zoe and Wynn. Renee is Jennifer's sister. Jennifer is married to my brother Bob. Bob and Marc are close friends. It's one great big circle.

Anyway it hit me hard. maybe cuz he's only like a year older than me. Maybe cuz we went to chool together. Maybe cuz i did have such a huge crush on him for such a long time. I don't know. but i started to cry. isn't that silly? I started to cry and i thought just for a second how now i'm never gonna get to know him ... all cuz i was too shy back in high school. isn't that silly too? *sigh* all i know if i'll probably dream about him tonight. Of when i used to swoon over him in high school and change my paths to certain classes to try and see him at his locker or outside a class door or stuff like that. *sniffle* okay. i mist go to sleep now. perchance to dream. Good night and Sweet Dreams. Especially to you, Tom Chadwick. I hope you are happy and maybe someday we shall (actually) meet again.