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i am watching the live trial coverage on Court TV right now about this woman who killed this homeless man and all i want to do is cry. I can't even imagine. I mean, I know she would be frightened the night it happened. I can understand that. Who wants to call the cops when you're drunk and/or high ... but the next day!!! When you sober up, how can you NOT!

i am watching the live trial coverage on Court TV right now about this woman who killed this homeless man and all i want to do is cry. I can't even imagine. I mean, I know she would be frightened the night it happened. I can understand that. Who wants to call the cops when you're drunk and/or high ... but the next day!!! When you sober up, how can you NOT!

CNN.com - Windshield death trial begins - Jun. 19, 2003

OMG! i didn't hear about this! I was flipping thru the channels, unable to sleep, and i see Geoffrey Feiger on FOX news and so i stop to see what he's talking about cuz he's always interesting to see, and i hear THIS!!! I am in shock! i can't even believe. NOT just that she hit the guy and didn't tell anyone ... but that she kept him in her garage and let him DIE!!! She could have dropped him off at a hospital or something!!!OMG OMG OMG

You are blue. You are somewhat innocent, in the fact that your genius only extends to the physical world. You have a false sense of contentness. You are usually the quiet one, the genius. Everyone can count on you to help when they have problems, but you only fall short of being able to solve your own.

What inner color are you?

I feel like all i am is mad lately, but oh well ...

Today is Father's Day. And altho I have THREE different "dads" (mark = step, Bob = raised me, Rick= biological) I really don't have anyone that i can "celebrate" on this day. So i was kind of excited when I got a phone call from my mom today at noon saying that she was going up to the cemetary to "visit" her brother (my Uncle Joe) with Papa and then he wanted to maybe go see a movie and maybe have a barbeque today at her house. I didn't actually call her back until 2pm and left a message. It is now *looks at clock* 8:30PM and she JUST now called me back. She spent all day hanging out with Papa, which is good since he is her dad and all, ... OH ... And Angie. yeah, that's right. Angie. Apparently they all went to the cemetary together and then just spent the whole day hanging out just the 3 of them. At my mom's, then at my Papa's, then Angie decides "hey! let's go to the park!" so they go. Then Arcie called on my mom's phone so they chatted. They had dinner at my Papa's too. He wanted to go see a movie tonight but he got caught up showing Angie some old tapes of her and Bob and Joe as kids so they missed the show they planned on going to and the next showing wasn't until 9pm. My mom said it was too late for her to go to, so she left, went home and suddenly decided to call me. GEEZ! I mean, it's nice to know that i'm such an afterthought. We waited all day for her to call us. I had no clue where she was, and she wasn't answering her phone at all today. I mean, come on. I called her at TWO PM!!! and then re-called her at 7:30pm ... and she just freaking called me back. I told her that i was hurt and said good-bye and hung up. Especially since she hung out with Angie. yeah. nice.

And i have to watch myself with Kevin cuz I'm so mad I'm lashing out at him ... altho he IS watching this stupid program "Walking with Cavemen" on Discovery Channel. It's nothing but conjecture that's being passed off as some kind of fact and learning tool, narrated by Alec Baldwin. whoop-dee-friggin-doo. I mean seriously, they talked all about "Lucy" and her family and they're daily routine...they have no clue. They didn't leave records. I know they have pieced things together with all the stuff they've found, kind of an archaeological forensics thing, but it's just silly some of the things.

I'm just angry right now. No ... not angry ... hurt. I mean, she called earlier today and invited us to basically ahng out. I was looking forward to that. So was Kevin actually. And instead i get basically tossed aside. I'm not begrudging her the time she spent with ehr father. I mean, it IS Father's Day, and i even understand that Angie was there, so maybe she thought I might have felt uncomfortable. But she should have at least called me back when i called earlier to let me know what was going on. You know what i mean??

i'm sitting here and thinking how much i hate my family. i am seriously thinking that i might benefit from talking to rick banta. and i'm thinking how i might benefit from going to my grandfather and asking him how many fucking times her touched angie the same way he touched me. cuz that's the only explanation for how pissy she is. she thinks she is owed something cuz her papa touched her. i have news for you. he touched me too. and so many times i forgot to count. and you miss bitch angie are a fucking joke. fuck you and fuck your kid and your fucking husband. fuck you all. i fucking out rank your ass. wanna compare scars ... show me. show me how much papa fucked up your life. i don't see you even comparing to mine. then you can tell me to mind my own fucking business bitch.