2/1/05
I don't know what's wrong but I am so stressed out today. I know what set me off. Robbie called and wanted to switch days again cuz his wife is going out of town for the weekend and he doesn't have a babysitter. I said yes, but now i look at things and it totally fucks everything up for this weekend. I have Kevin's open house on Saturday and I was gonna go to Larry's Saturday night and my mom's friend was gonna come into town friday and come to karaoke. I'll just tell him she told me someone is coming in from out of state which i forgot about and we have family plans for Saturday which i forgot about. Yeah that should work. I'll call him after I lay down tho I'm so stressed and depressed I'm crying. *huggles*
1/28/05
Today is my cousin Frankie's birthday. He would have been 34 today if I'm not mistaken. I wish I had a car to go out to Woodmere and visit him. I'm sure we probably wouldn't be as close as we were years ago, I mean I went to Michael's wedding and he didn't even know who I was. But I still miss him. He was like my big brother. The one I never had. *sigh* This day always makes me kinda sad.
My cousin Frankie passed away in 1986 from Leukemia. He was 15. He passed July 12, 1986 (another sad day) He's the reason I'm a star trek fan. We would go visit him at children's hospital every sunday and he would always be watching Star Trek. When he passed away I became fanatic about watching it. It was kind of a way to keep him with me. Little did I know what a freak I would become about it lol.
I have a picture somewhere of him. I'll have to find it. I need it to show to Maria and Joe anyway, his brother and sister. I need to get Maria's address anyway from my mom.
Well I have to go do Kevin's taxes. I'll post more I'm sure. *hugs*
My cousin Frankie passed away in 1986 from Leukemia. He was 15. He passed July 12, 1986 (another sad day) He's the reason I'm a star trek fan. We would go visit him at children's hospital every sunday and he would always be watching Star Trek. When he passed away I became fanatic about watching it. It was kind of a way to keep him with me. Little did I know what a freak I would become about it lol.
I have a picture somewhere of him. I'll have to find it. I need it to show to Maria and Joe anyway, his brother and sister. I need to get Maria's address anyway from my mom.
Well I have to go do Kevin's taxes. I'll post more I'm sure. *hugs*
1/26/05
1/20/05
oh boy this isn't good. Paul broke up with Julie this past weekend and he told her that i knew already cuz he had talked to me about it. so here's the conversation i just had with her:
Julie: so what is your take on this? I know he has talked to you
Julie: you knew before I did
magikjaz: just barely... i talked to him the night before he talked to you
Julie: but he still told you before me. So what are your thoughts about this?
magikjaz: i don't know. i thought you guys were good. it hit me as a total surprise
Julie: ya totally devistated me. I thought we were good too. I never saw this day coming
magikjaz: i honestly don't know what to say
Julie: no one can say too much right now
*sigh* that can't be good, you know what i mean? I can't believe he told her i knew. It's never good for a woman to find out someone else knew something this big before she did. He was just trying to be honest, i understand, but SHEESH!
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So things have been going okay for me. I didn't have a computer for almost a month. I don't know exactly what was wrong with it, but i ended up having to run quick restore and lost everything in the computer. It was a sad sad day but also a great day cuz I finally got online. *does happy dance* I missed being online so much! Kevin is much happier too lol.
I went to Virginia to visit my sister Jan 9-13. That was alot of fun! I wish she lived closed to me, but oh well. Eventually we will. it was nice to hang with her tho and see how she and Jose are together. And she's gonna be such a great help for my wedding it's not even funny! It made me so much more excited about getting married going to the bridal show with her. I'm going to one here with Ricky in a couple weeks. I'm excited about that now that i know what to expect!
Our stupid car overheated today. We just spent almost $300 getting it fixed and it supposedly was 100% and now it overheats! So kevin had to take my mom's car in to work and we're gonna take it in tomorrow. It should be covered under warranty.
Well i gotta get back to catching up with my online responsibilities on Neo, so i'll catch you up with everything later!
Julie: so what is your take on this? I know he has talked to you
Julie: you knew before I did
magikjaz: just barely... i talked to him the night before he talked to you
Julie: but he still told you before me. So what are your thoughts about this?
magikjaz: i don't know. i thought you guys were good. it hit me as a total surprise
Julie: ya totally devistated me. I thought we were good too. I never saw this day coming
magikjaz: i honestly don't know what to say
Julie: no one can say too much right now
*sigh* that can't be good, you know what i mean? I can't believe he told her i knew. It's never good for a woman to find out someone else knew something this big before she did. He was just trying to be honest, i understand, but SHEESH!
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So things have been going okay for me. I didn't have a computer for almost a month. I don't know exactly what was wrong with it, but i ended up having to run quick restore and lost everything in the computer. It was a sad sad day but also a great day cuz I finally got online. *does happy dance* I missed being online so much! Kevin is much happier too lol.
I went to Virginia to visit my sister Jan 9-13. That was alot of fun! I wish she lived closed to me, but oh well. Eventually we will. it was nice to hang with her tho and see how she and Jose are together. And she's gonna be such a great help for my wedding it's not even funny! It made me so much more excited about getting married going to the bridal show with her. I'm going to one here with Ricky in a couple weeks. I'm excited about that now that i know what to expect!
Our stupid car overheated today. We just spent almost $300 getting it fixed and it supposedly was 100% and now it overheats! So kevin had to take my mom's car in to work and we're gonna take it in tomorrow. It should be covered under warranty.
Well i gotta get back to catching up with my online responsibilities on Neo, so i'll catch you up with everything later!
1/11/05
TIM IN SPAMALOT
some cool piccies here ... i so wish i was going to chicago *sigh* oh well... must make it to New York City tho!
some cool piccies here ... i so wish i was going to chicago *sigh* oh well... must make it to New York City tho!
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