Welcome to Hell...

Welcome to Hell...

First off, this is my gfs blog. *hugs* Just in case anyone's interested. She's a great friend *MUAH* love you girlie girl! I already posted how i feel onyour blog, so i don't need to do it again here. I just wanna say I went thru some bullshit too with someone professing to fix my computer and he tried to charge me and arm and a leg when in the end all it needed was some rest apparently :p~ I know it's a totally different scenario in that your bro got his specially built vs mine being repaired, but it still uscks when people do a half ass job ...or in my case try to take advantage.

So i have 15 minutes and I am heading out to the bar. The official story when i go to repost tomorrow? I had to move. ^_^ The real story. I'm going out to have me some beers:p~ I have been uber good! I was talking to Kevin and he told me tonight he didn't think I was gonna make it. But i did/ 2 months. 60 days. No drinks. Okay...a couple drinks. I would have 3 beers on Fridays when i hosted Karaoke ....3 beers before 10pm. and MAYBE a beer after I blew at 3AM. I'm not gonna lie. It was tough. but I'm glad I did it. I'm proud of myself. I'm gonna be a much more responsible drinker from now on. But tonight is all about getting drunk:p~

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Seriously! I thought enough time had passed. I thought I would give it a go to just talk with this guy. he used to be in the PurkleCouch Guild as "satrians_neggs" and I thought "just let the past stay there. Move on. Be a better person. Not better than him. better than you personally have been. Show that you can talk and socialize on another level. " I don't know what I was thinking. So anyway, here it is:


Session Start (AIM - magikjaz:TheGrimToothache): Tue Mar 16 03:56:41 2004
[03:56] magikjaz: how goes the battling? ;-)
[03:57] TheGrimToothache: 200 points
[03:57] TheGrimToothache: I logged off Neo just recently
[03:57] TheGrimToothache: whats up
[03:57] TheGrimToothache: Just got annoyed with it :D and I pissed off a monitor
[03:57] magikjaz: nothing. gettng ready to head to sleep. thought I'd say hello
[03:57] TheGrimToothache: Hi hun
[03:57] TheGrimToothache: :-*
[03:58] TheGrimToothache: I am sorry as a team we couldnt work out.
[03:58] magikjaz: well that's in the past. no big.
[03:58] magikjaz: i am too if that means anything
[03:58] TheGrimToothache: True.
[03:59] TheGrimToothache: It is understandable.
[03:59] TheGrimToothache: I was told people still asked for my help after I left
[03:59] TheGrimToothache: I was going to do a told you so
[03:59] TheGrimToothache: but I thought better of it
[03:59] TheGrimToothache: I am glad some people have been able to help out.
[03:59] magikjaz: it wasn't that a battle faerie wasnt wanted
[04:00] magikjaz: it was the way you presented yourself
[04:00] TheGrimToothache: I spent 220k on 2 nerkmids and dubloons on krawk island food
[04:00] TheGrimToothache: Jaz
[04:00] TheGrimToothache: I am ghoundai
[04:00] magikjaz: come on
[04:00] TheGrimToothache: I am not used to
[04:00] TheGrimToothache: not getting the instant respect and go ahead
[04:00] magikjaz: i'm not gonna get into this. it's not worth it
[04:00] TheGrimToothache: I am not fighting
[04:00] TheGrimToothache: in fact I am pointing out why I didnt work
[04:00] magikjaz: in my eyes no one deserves instant respect
[04:00] magikjaz: you earn it
[04:01] TheGrimToothache: I did earn it.
[04:01] magikjaz: i earn it (or try to)
[04:01] TheGrimToothache: My downfall was I had no proof.
[04:01] magikjaz: not when you tell me you're doing whatever youwant damn the guild. that's just the way it was
[04:01] TheGrimToothache: New Topic
[04:01] magikjaz: good
[04:01] TheGrimToothache: :) Besides I closed Neopets.
[04:02] TheGrimToothache: Jaz, just for the record
[04:02] TheGrimToothache: My guild was larger than Billys
[04:02] TheGrimToothache: and had him as a common member and poster
[04:02] magikjaz: and just for the record. name dropping doesn't mean a thing to me.
[04:02] TheGrimToothache: I am not used to being second.
[04:02] TheGrimToothache: Billy owns you.
[04:02] TheGrimToothache: If it wasnt for him or Gracey
[04:02] TheGrimToothache: you wouldnt have a home
[04:02] magikjaz: oh come on now
[04:02] TheGrimToothache: show respect for those
[04:02] magikjaz: seriously you want to fight
[04:03] magikjaz: i came in peace
[04:03] TheGrimToothache: My pet would annihilate you.
[04:03] TheGrimToothache: I know you did.
[04:03] *** TheGrimToothache signed off at Tue Mar 16 04:03:10 2004.
Session Close (TheGrimToothache): Tue Mar 16 04:03:11 2004

*sigh* Apparently it's just not going to work. I have blocked him on AIM and I'm probably gonna have to block him on Neopets at some point. It's a shame. It would have been nice to have someone else to talk to about Neopets. Especially nights like tonight when i can't sleep cuz of that stupid movie "fear of the Dark" and I'm just aimlessly wandering around Neopia.

So I know this belongs on my Neopets Blog but I wanted it here. No one knows my other blog. I want to make the statement that I did try. I want to show what was said. I re-reead it and I can't believe it. WTF kind of comment "billy owns me...if it weren't for him and Gracie I wouldn't have a home" WTF. yes, i admit part of that is true. But I played Neopets for 2 whole years without a guild. Didn't bother me. As a matter of fact, I didn't want to join a guild because of politics. But I like the Couch. I like the help I got and now can give to people that play. That comment bothers me. Is that how I appear?

And all the namedropping. I don't give a rats ass if you had the biggest shop in Neopia or the strongest pet. I don't care. That's not my goal. My goal is to have fun and play a game. Earn nps to buy things i like. talk to people who have a similar mindset and make online friends.

Okay. So i'm totally pathetic. I mean, here i am stressing out about an online person about an online game. I should be out doing something. Or at the very least away from this computer screen. Goodbye. Sweet Dreams

March 22, 1973 - Luther Elliss, NFL defensive end (Detroit Lions)

"Quote of the Day
It is not enough to have a good mind; the main thing is to use it well."
rene Decartes

I got this today from my dearest friend Jayson. It is so incredibly well put and to the point i had to share it with everyone. I know most anyone that reads my blog has the same P.O.V. that i do, but if you don't, this might help you to expand your horizons and take a second to think about what it is he is talking about
*hugs*
~~~~~~~~~~~

Friends,

Have you heard the horrible news? Bush wants to amend our US Constitution to ban same-sex marriages!!

''After more than two centuries of American jurisprudence and millennia of human experience, a few judges and local authorities are presuming to change the most fundamental institution of civilization,'' the president said in urging Congress to approve such an amendment. ''Their action has created confusion on an issue that requires clarity.''

Marriage cannot be severed from its ''cultural, religious and natural'' roots, Bush said in the White House's Roosevelt Room. It was a statement that was sure to please his conservative backers.

I urge all of you to write your Senators and Representatives to not amend our most precious document in this manner. Remember, this is a government "by the people, for the people, of the people." We cannot let Bush change our Constitution to be oppressive. Have we not learned anything from our history? Bush says that marriage between one man and one woman is "the most fundamental institution of civilization." Lest we not forgot, slavery was also a "fundamental institution of civilization."

If there is nothing else we learn from history, we learn this. Progress does not happen without change. Our society is based on progress. We nurture new ideas. We encourage the fathering of innovations. THAT, my friends, is THE fundamental institution of our civilization, the acceptance of change-albeit sometimes with blood, sweat, and tears. Our system of government was a radical idea when it was developed. (And frankly, still is rather radical. There's no other country really like it.) Our system of governement allows us to voice our concerns. Passivity did not win the American Revolution. Passivity did not free the slaves. Passivity did not give women the right to vote. All of these things, mind you, (slavery, women as property, citizenship reserved for white males) were all justified by "traditionalism." We cannot allow Bush to hault progress in the name of "traditionalism." He is OUR President. He works for us. We ARE NOT his political pawns. Remember Rosa Parks? You CAN make a difference.

A while back I was sitting on my couch and a thought crossed my mind. The thought was this. What does it mean to be free? What is freedom? Wouldn't anarchy be the truest form of freedom, ie: the abolishment of all laws, "every man for himself," just the laws of nature, like the wild beasts of the field? Are they not "free"? The anwer that I came up with was this. And, I must say, it seems the most logical. Freedom is a system of government that has laws that are designed to protect the rights of individuals, to protect the health and safety of its society. In contrast, a "non-free" society has laws that protect the government and oppress it's citizenry. For example, there are laws that forbid murder and theivery. The reason is obvious. We have a right to live and to property. Virtually every law from speed limits to OSHA to the imfamous smoking-ban is derived form the basic concept of the protection of fundemental human rights, health and safety. If this be the case then, I have to wonder whose rights, health and/or safey is violated by the marriage of two people of the same gender? President Bush will still have all the rights and responsibilities of marriage if there were same-sex marriages. Therefore, if no one's rights, health and/or safety is violated through the installment of same-sex marriages, then a ban of such marriages is a violation of the inherent definition of freedom. It is a law of oppression, not a law of protection.

Remember, we put our Legislators and Government Officials into office. They work for us. We need to let them know how we feel. We need to let them know what we want. As virtually all police cars say, "To protect and to serve." Let them do just that, protect our rights and serve our needs. They are called public servants after all.

Best Wishes,

Jason Cruse

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