Today has been a bad day for me. Everything seemed to set me off and make me mad or make me cry. I don't know what is wrong with me. i know I'm not PMSing...well I'm almost positive. I thought I had started last week, but i ended up only spotting a couple days ... I know I'm not preggers cuz it's been forever since I've been with Kevin, but it's still disconcerting. I hope everything's okay.

I'm taking st. john's wort. Today was day 16. I'm not feeling like I'm getting any better. I know it will probably take 2 bottles for me to start to feel anything but it's so damn frustrating in the meantime. And like i said today was bad. I didn't even want to check my emails or anything and I almost contemplated calling Jim and just quitting my karaoke job. I went off on Kevin today cuz we don't talk anymore and I'm home alone all the time. And all i did today was hang on the couch and watch TV and only did a couple neopets things. Even that isn't really giving me enjoyment anymore *sigh*