You know, on paper I look like such a horrible person.
1993 - driving on a suspended license
1994 - driving on a suspended license
1995 - driving on a suspended license
1996 - DUI (drunk driving)
2001 - driving on a supended license
2001 - disorderly conduct
2002 - DUI
2003 - driving on a suspended license
2004 - probation violation

I don't get it. I really don't. I went to report today for probation and because I haven't done my outpatient alcohol conselling I have a probation violation. He says he's going to recommend the case closed without improvement. I go in front of the judge on Feb17th, same day as I go for my review while on tether. What's the worst that can happen??? I go to jail. Big deal. I go to jail. It'll be cheaper than the $105 i will be paying a week for alcohol tether. And I'll be out in 30 days... earlier if I'm lucky... and everything will be over and done with. Just won't be able to get a license again until Dec 2004. Whoop-dee-friggin-doo! But... I don't want to go to jail. I want to live my life. Even if it is stuck at home and only allowed out for work and AA meetings.

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We went to see Monster starring Charlize Theron and Christina Ricci the other night. Excellent movie. I cried throughout. I think CT totally deserves an oscar for the performance. If she doesn't at least get an ocsar nomination it will be a crime. CR deserves one too. It was a well done movie. Made you see some of the human in Aileen Wuornos. For anyone that doesn't know, Aileen Wuornos