That guy stopped calling us and coming over thank goodness. I'm not as worried anymore. The way i look at it is that i'll go to court and it shouldn't be too bad. *crosses fingers* And hopefully they won't revoke my license AGAIN!!! I miss driving ... well, not neccessarily at this moment. Even if i did drive, i wouldn't drive now. too scared. and don't give me bullcrap about getting right back on the horse. Every night before i go to sleep (except last night, i took a few pain pills and conked out) I remember the aftermath of the crash. I see the car when i opened my eyes with the smoke coming out of the dash and looking over to see just a mass of people on cell phones and telling me not to move or get out of the car and looking down to see the rear view mirror and my glasses on the ground outside of the car. It scares me. Every night i see this before i go to sleep.

Okay ... time to go back to listening to Weird Al!!!