So i know i sound obsessed with men that are old boyfriends or otherwise not Kevin. I'm not ... really ... I love Kevin and don't ever plan on leaving him or cheating on him or anything ... but i have to say this today ...

There's a guy that works here in the condos ... James ... Remember me mentioning him? Probably not. He was the cute guy that i ran into when i was doing laundry (when i looked like CRAP!). I ran into him again yesterday doing laundry ... looking like crap again ... and we talked for a brief moment. He got in the elevator with me when i was going back upstairs and i found out he was working on the basement bathroom (and he rode up to the 3rd floor with me lol he forgot to push the 1st floor button). So today i took the car cuz i need to go to work and when i came back home and went to park, the psycho neighbor (i'll tell you about him someday) was on his bike right by where i was gonna park. So i drove around the block to avoid him and parked in a different spot (after making sure psycho neighbor wasn't around). When i parked i saw the condo contractor truck parked next to the building (i would have missed it if i parked in the first spot) and as i walked from my car to the front door i looked over and there was James just kinda hanging out. I waved at him and he waved back *sigh*. Then i came upstairs and went to my bedroom window and looked down ... the van was parked right underneath my window ... and i made sure he couldn't see me (my stalker personality comes out) and i watched him just taking a break for awhile. *sigh* He's so cute! and in his worker uniform he's TOTALLY what all those fantasies about having a fling with the maintenance man are all about!!!

Okay ... i feel better now that i got that out of my system.